Posted on by Soul T Alma™
  • Through the recognition… Through getting to Consciously KNOW… That in the end… In the Very Essential End… And In the Beginning… And In Our Essence… That is the only thing that exists… That is Who We Are… Nothing else… Love…
  • That Precious Journey of becoming One with OurSelves through the Discovery of… The Embracing of… The Blending with… Self-Love…
  • Or… Better yet… Anything else is part of our own journey… Of that Beautiful Journey toward Self-Discovery…
  • But in the end… In the Very Essential End it all comes down to the fact that WE are our ONLY “any-kind” vampires… Anything else is just our own excuse…
  • I used to believe that too!!! … I used to be “convinced” about it during the first 42 years of my life…
  • I heard someone talking about “emotional vampires” … Or “energy vampires” … I cannot remember exactly… I can just remember “that visceral feeling” I felt… “Noooo!!! … That is not accurate!!! … Not accurate at all!!!” …
  • And I can feel exactly the precise moment in which they were put inside of me… And then… Then I cannot stop writing until everything is totally “put” on “the paper” …
  • It is as if someone were “telling them” to me… Or as if “someone put them” inside of me…
  • As if they did not come exactly from “inside” of me…
  • It’s like “they come to me” without me calling them… Without me “looking for” them…
  • And afterwards I realize they are very significant “for something else” I still do not know “what for” at that time… Not yet…
  • Because they came on their own… As if they had come “from somewhere else” …
  • Because I was not forcing them to come to me with my mind…
  • And I Know that those are the “things” I have to write somewhere… On whatever piece of paper…  Because they tell me things…
  • … Then many things flow and flow… And cause “waves of goosebumps” in me…
  • But when I’m “focused” on something else… Or “unfocused” really… Because that “other thing” does not require my attention 100% …
  • When I focus too much… Trying to cause the thoughts… The feelings in my body… Etc… To flow through me… Not much happens…