8-8-8… The Beginning
Awakening
Unconditional Love
The Background
I know totally nothing about numerology… Totally no knowledge of astrology or anything along those lines…
My whole life up to 42 years old was spent on the strictly scientific… Pragmatic side of things… Only what my five senses could demonstrate to me…
** Picture taken by Soul T Alma on June 14th, 2014 **
However, always felt somehow guided or carried by Something “Other Than Me” …
Something very Subtle and at the same time very Powerful…
Dismissing it as something that probably was just my idea or my imagination and nothing else, since it was not tangible at all…
If I could not see it, it probably was not real…
And… Who would believe me anyways??? …
The Numbness
Plus, even when I definitely felt “That Something” guiding me and carrying me, I was quickly totally absorbed by the “very real reality” that would drag me and completely engulf me in that total numbness that would not allow me to perceive and sense That Powerful Subtleness most of the time…
Such intense numbness!!! …
The Awakening
But the last five years have been Drastically Different…
Something Very Intense and Undeniable happened to me on January 7th of 2013… And after that I have very clearly discovered and developed My Own Way to Sense and Feel and Interpret and Translate everything into something Very Understandable and Meaningful from the “everyday life point of view” …
And it isn’t that I spend my time looking for something… Trying to come up with something… Or anything along those lines…
It is that when… And only when… I can Feel things “Violently and Insistently” Come Up from Within My Body… And even though I try to ignore and suppress them… They Continue and Continue… It is only when That happens that I Know it is something that I need to Hear… Pay Attention to… Let it Flow through me… Whatever it may be…
The Plan and The Body
Today I was planning to wake up much earlier… But at the same time it was one of those days/nights when my body was telling me “he” just desperately wanted to sleep and sleep no matter what…
So I ended up doing what I know is “the thing” to do in those cases… Listen to my body and follow whatever it tells me…
And really it is not that “it is the thing to do” … It is that “it is the only thing I can do” …
The “Something”
So I ended up waking up much later than I usually do…
Did this and that and many of the things I usually do in the morning… And many other random things I do not usually do…
And “coincidentally” when I turned on the computer a Whole and Powerful “Something” took over My Whole Body and I said: “Ahhh!!! … Today is an 8-8-8!!! … Another one!!!” …
The Disappointment
And then a strange sensation of disappointment or something like that came to me…
To Be Continued...
∞ ∞ ∞
From my book: Soul Kaleidoscopes (Vol 1, 4/26/2020
“It is ALL inside of you!!! … Look Within YourSelf!!!”
Soul T Alma
